going into care

it was november 2008 and i had a huge fallout with my boyfriend. being 15 you think everything you do is right. so i went off to see him when i wasnt allowed. i found out he cheated on me. i loved him so much so i stayed over at his mates with him so he wouldnt leave me. i was missing for about 2 days, i came home that day. i had phoned my bestfriends dad to come and get me. i stayed at Aimee's for a while then i went round to mums. i had a fall out with my sister and we had a fight, obviously my mum phoned the police. they came and i grabbed my bag with my charger, phone, make up and money in it. i went to the police station and fell asleep in the cells. at about one in the morning i got woken up by a police women, introducing me to two woman who were going to take me to a care placement, at first i was weary and didn't want to get in the car but i eventually did. one of the ladies said, "whats the quickest way to Dundee from here?", Dundee i thought, 50 blooming miles away!!!. i was terrified. i was crying, omg omg what have i done. i tried to phone my boyfriend but there was no answer so i left him a text. it took a while to get to Dundee as it was pitch black and the long windy country back roads were making me feel sick. I finally arrived at the house in Lochee. It was a modern flat and i had a bag. 1 bag. to my name. but luckilly the had been to asdas to get me underwear,pj's toothpaste and essentials. i hit my bed staright away and cried myself to sleep. WHAT HAVE I DONE!!!!!!!!