i love college

omg i love college. i applied for beauty therapy in 2008 and recieved a letter back saying i was declined. i was really disapointed and then started worrying what to do with my life. one morning my carer woke me up and was like you have a letter from the college. i had been made an unconditional offer. i was so happy. i went for my induction. on my first day i was total nervous and made lots of friends. college is great and i love doing beauty therapy. it's right up my street!<£

going into care

it was november 2008 and i had a huge fallout with my boyfriend. being 15 you think everything you do is right. so i went off to see him when i wasnt allowed. i found out he cheated on me. i loved him so much so i stayed over at his mates with him so he wouldnt leave me. i was missing for about 2 days, i came home that day. i had phoned my bestfriends dad to come and get me. i stayed at Aimee's for a while then i went round to mums. i had a fall out with my sister and we had a fight, obviously my mum phoned the police. they came and i grabbed my bag with my charger, phone, make up and money in it. i went to the police station and fell asleep in the cells. at about one in the morning i got woken up by a police women, introducing me to two woman who were going to take me to a care placement, at first i was weary and didn't want to get in the car but i eventually did. one of the ladies said, "whats the quickest way to Dundee from here?", Dundee i thought, 50 blooming miles away!!!. i was terrified. i was crying, omg omg what have i done. i tried to phone my boyfriend but there was no answer so i left him a text. it took a while to get to Dundee as it was pitch black and the long windy country back roads were making me feel sick. I finally arrived at the house in Lochee. It was a modern flat and i had a bag. 1 bag. to my name. but luckilly the had been to asdas to get me underwear,pj's toothpaste and essentials. i hit my bed staright away and cried myself to sleep. WHAT HAVE I DONE!!!!!!!!

the past

when i was 13/14 i was the worst teenager any parent could ask for. the most cheekiest, stuck up, naughty girl. I was always late coming in. Backchatting bullying my younger sister and being chucked out of school all the time. Worst came to worst I had to get an angency called includem to help me stay at home with my family.

new to this x

hiya, i am www.stressedoutmumseeksinspiration.blogspot.com s dd#2 , iona. i thought i could have my own little blog and write stuff daily about me and my life.